Today is the first day in years that I don’t care.

Note to reader: The following post is for me to vent about my son to be ex hubby check the endings tab of my blog if you want the backstory.

Dear Kyle,

It’s been 4 years since we’ve been split and for the first time in all this time I don’t have any feelings about the fact that today’s your birthday.

I am happy because without your cheating on me I never would have been set free from your mind games and BS.

I also would have never found Alex who genuinely cares for me and doesn’t want to turn me into his shadow like you so desperately tried to do.

So thank you for making me stronger and happy birthday.

Send me the divorce papers soon they would be an awesome goodbye gift.

Long Long day(I am just now leaving the Casino) 11/28/14

Dear reader I am using the 4G on my phone to write this, I am currently on the way home from the Casino.

My dad got hot earlier and wanted to stay, I won $440 total(blackjack and slots) I gave my dad $200 and kept $240 for myself:).

I had fun but I didn’t get to see Alex though: (.

Things I am thankful for today(11-27-2014)

Things I am thankful for today:

1. Getting to spend thanksgiving with my brother Nick my dad and my niece and nephew.

2. Getting to go to the Casino with my dad tonight because my dad wanted to go and my brother lives about 25 minutes from there.

3. Wining $440 at the casino tonight total, I gave my dad $200 and kept $200 for myself.


Now going to the Casino(11/27/14)

Dear reader I am currently writing this using my Cellphone’s 4G while on the way to the Casino(The one my dad usually go to) since my brother Nick lives near by(about 25 minutes or so).

I am hoping that Alex can meet me there for a bit, but I am not sure because he’s having car issues right now and he would have to ask his friend for a ride(My dad would have to pass the casino to get him).

Fingers crossed that my dad and I win some money and I get to see Alex for a bit.

Hope your not in a food coma right now dear reader: ).

Happy thanksgiving dear reader:)

Dear reader I am currently writing this on my cellphone using the 4G on the way to my brother Nick’s house.

I just wanted to take this time to say that I am thankful for you dear reader(your *listening* to me vent) and I hope that if you’re celebrating today that you’re having an awesome and safe day with your family/friends and lots of yummy food.

PS. I also want to give a special thank you to the troops that are serving today(and the families that are missing them) both home and abroad.